I feel better and I also feel worse after getting my previous thoughts out. I'm still extremely saddened that things have happened the way they did. I'm saddened that I have to keep going on as a shell of a person, someone incomplete, someone very much alone. That's my lot in life though, the road I'm usually stuck taking.
I wish it weren't that way.
I wish there was a way for me to change that.
I know what I want and who I want.
I just wish I could get this waiting crap over with. I'm sick of waiting, sick of being patient. I want my turn. I want my chance. I deserve it.
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